 male to male sex feeling
RE : SEEKER
hi my friend seeker, thanks for ur kind reply, i know straight guys can only give u advices, which they believe r correct for us, bt they can't give us solution of our problem, bcz they can never understand our feeling. As I have mentioned in my previous posts i m 33 years old (look much younger from my age) nd i m involved in these activities from past 20 yrs. I believe i had this kind of feeling since my childhood, but i actively started this activities around the age of 12, i m always attracted to older hairy men with mustaches nd bear. I also tried with some girls bt i never get pleasure bcz i wasn't able to gt full erection or sometime no erection at all. I even don't consider myself as complete gay bcz i only like oral sex or maybe there is some type of gay guys, who r similar to me, bt be honest i never met such kind of guy who only like oral sex. What do i like in male to male sex i mentioned in my above post some people call me arrogant, bcz i only think abt my own sexual satisfaction, I never bother to my partner's satisfaction, that's way I always try to let my partner to get discharge first, bcz once I get discharge I don't care abt the other person satisfaction, which usually happens through masturbating. Even most of the time I watch porns and do masturbating. When you are young u don't care, bt once u start getting old nd u think u can't live ur whole life in this sinful activities, u r afraid from Allah, u need family, u need kids and even ur parents pressurize u to get married, then u start thinking.
1.Should u really get married?
2. 2nd will u b really able to perform sexual activities with ur wife?
3. What if u will not b able, then what could be consequences?Take example of this guy who started this topic, he said he has gay feeling, he even didn't mention whether he perform sex with guys or he is only having feeling for other guys, but most dramatically part in his post that he is married from past 2 years nd still not able to sex with his wife. I mean he is lucky bcz he got a wife which is understandable, bt wht could happen if his wife exposed him in his family, how could u survive in this society if all people around u know, that u r GAY.
But in spite of all this harsh fears I'm committed, that there is no life without marriage, when u r young we don't need anyone, we r happy the way we r spending our lives, but then u must prepare urself for Allah's Azab which u r going to face in the life nd after life. Due to Allah's fear many times I made commitments nd many time due to sex's desire I broke them, bcz without sex no human being can survive, so it's better to get married and try to have sex only with ur wife, but it's not that easy bt now I hav decided "Now or Never". I am praying Allah to help me to overcome this sinful situation nd on the other hand I'm asking people like u to give me some good advices. Thanks Best Regards
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re:empptc
gay feelings mujhe jeenay nahi dati
