Homosexuality: I Love To Sex With Old Man

I am 27 years unammried male.I love to have sex with older men above 50,but I have not played sex with any one till now.When ever I see an old healthy man I like to be fucked by him.I remain in imaginations of that old man as he is fucking me day and night,sometimes I think May i b the wife of that old man.There is one old man neer my house to whome I love a lot,He also knows my affection with him,he is above 65yrs.He is very special to me.

Iknow my behaviour is not normal.I say prayers daily and tried to get rid of these ideas but in vein.Due to shame I cant not contact a doctor for this problem .any of you may advice me how can I control my self.please

APP PER ALLAH REHEM FARMAY

APP ROZY RAKHOO. SUB THEEK HOO JAYEE GA.

Yee baat main aap koo bohat confident ho kar kah raha hoon. Jis tarhan hum
ramzan main rozy rakhtey hain to humara nafas (Zameer) jag jata hai. isee
tarhan aap aaj hee yee neeyat karloo kay kal ka roza rakhna hai. 

Doc pls refer him

ur are requested to get an advise from a psycatrist(i hope spelling is correct)

Nawabi Shook

Dont be scared if it is in your mind do it.  old men cannot get that tight erection so u can take that risk. jaab shook poora hoo jai gaa u be alright.

jawan say na karwa bethna. then habit baan jai gee.

Dear Prozak If your brother would be there

Yaar prozak be a man, if a person wants to leave a bad habit so help him but you advise him don't be scared. Prozak say what islam says about this situation and if ur brother there then did u say?

plz dont mind i m sorry for that but i cant bear ur comments.