Second problem which is the most most important please don't blame me like as you are scolding out the previous person's post I wants to get rid of from it as soon as possible that is basicaly We have a joint family system in which there is my uncle also lived. My uncle daughter's is very very **** also beatiful. I commit this sin almost 9-10 times (ZANA) when she was sleeping but in term of zana i never do this in a real way manner like (to insert penis into her vagina) instead I just come up and just on his body try some sexual strokes and with in 1 min I discharged.

Actuly I wants to know is there any way so that I can leave my this big punishment. I don't know why this happening with me that whenever she came from any place even I am too far from her I get some smell through which I go and go near towards her and watch out this body part speclly ****

Kindly give me the sollution I wants to get rid of from it but her's smell not let me out from this stuff. And sometimes she caught me and wake up during when I was doing sex with her instead her mother even know this but due to respect of mine as I m the most elder of family she keeps quiet but I not able to control my self. please help me this while I know that girl is not a kind girl she was a very selfish girl not care to any one inspite of it all knowing factors I go to towards her and find oppertunity whenever she sleep... please I know I commit A biggest sin in my life I even promise my self and with my Allah but I broke it shamefull to me( just because of her smell like a pasina which I love her's body smell this cause me to cross every limit :( )

But Alhamduliallah a time when I am not even capable to control my masturbation time even just for 1 min nowadays after self control I capable to do this masturbation almost 30 -50 mins. but I decided this to do this only two times in the whole year.