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sadist2007 |
Group: Members Joined: 22nd May, 2008 Topic: 11 Post: 16 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 5:59am |
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 I Think I Was Abused: Please Help Me
Main aaj apni zidagi ki aik intehai badi tradegy share karna chahta hoon. I think I was abused!
Think se murad hai ke shaid mein ne khud iss cheez ko manga/bulaya waghaira. Lekin uss waqt jab uss larkay ne meray saath anal sex karna chaha tou mein ne apna intehai zorr laga ke mein uss se jaan chura paun but woh bohot taqatwar tha jiski wajah se mein kuch kar na saka:( :( :( Asal mein mein ne had se ziyad masturbation ki bachpan mein jiskay natejay mein mein intehai kamzor ho gaya. Mera aik cousin tha usne mujhay kharab kiya. Kiunke usne mujhay iss tabahi ke raastay pe dala aur phir mein ye farz kar ke keh yeh meri aur apni badkarion (fondling/pleasure etc) ki batein mohallay waloun ko batay ga iss liya mein ne uss se jaan nahi churrai.
Tou masturbation ki wajah se kamzor honay ki surat mein mein bohot frustrated rehta tha tou meray cousin ne kaha agar tum kissi ke sath anal sex karo tou uski taqat tumharay andar aye gi.
Phir mein ne apni intehai poor condition ki wajah se aik dost aisa he kiya (karwaya).
Because according to my cousin Cemens ki taqat se insan ki kamzori door ho jati hai.
Lekin abhi mein intehai upset hoon:(
Mujhe aisa lagta hai ke meri apni hasti kafi se ziyada khatam ho chuki hai.
Mera sara stamina, physique waghaira uski (Abuser ki) taqat se hai:)
Physically bhi mein kiya bataun kaisa samajhta hoon.
Aur iskay social hazards bhi hain kiunke mohallay ke kuch logon ko pata chal chuka hai.
Ab jab mein apnay gaun (Town) jata hoon tou mujhay aisa lagta hai ke kuch log mujhay daik ke hanstay tak hain.
Beside iskay aik larkay nay tou meray se aisa physical behaviour apnaya ke mein samajh gaya ke he knew about my filthy acts.
Abhi taqreeban 3 mahinay pehlay meri shaadi hui hai majbooran ( i did all to avoid but ghar waloun ne samajh le zabardasti he kar di)
ab ye bhi batain ke kiya mein apni wife ko bata doon iss tragedy ke baray mein?
Aur jinsi seht pe bhi iskay boray asrat muratab hotay hain. Inner lining (of anal areas) kharab ho gai hai aur urinary system bhi defected ho gaya hai. very very agonizing condition this. socially ye bhi hai ke mein itna bhi notorious nahi hua kiunke meri shadi abhi hui hai wahan apnay village mein aur mein udhar cricket waghaira bhi khailta hoon. lekin phir bhi kuch lougon ko pata hai, aur shaid woh mujhay tang kar saktay hain:(
plz help me
plz
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khayali |
Group: Members Joined: 08th May, 2008 Topic: 28 Post: 1443 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 6:34am |
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 sadist2007
yar bai kuch nazer hi nahi arha ,hum ki bataya ap ko,
mujy tu such bilkul samaj nahi aye
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zeb |
Group: Members Joined: 18th Aug, 2007 Topic: 114 Post: 13610 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 6:42am |
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sadist2007 yar acha hua k ap ko ab ehsas ho hi agya k ap ne kitna ghalat kam kiya hai....chalo agar apko ehsas ho gya hai to Allah se muaffi mango aur tauba kero...jo sachey dil se tauba kerye Allah usey zaroor maff ker deta hai....
aur han sub kuch bhoolney ki kkoshish kero...jo bi log kehtey hain tum koi response na do....namaz perha kero....Quran perha kero....achi baten socha kero...aur apne sub aise ganday cpousins aur doston se milna julna bund ker do...kisi se sexual baten na kiya kero....apni biwi k haqooq ada kero aur usi k stah khush raha kero...
aur han apni biwi ko is barey mein kabhi bui kuch na batana....us per bohat bura impression parey ga...ok |
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khayali |
Group: Members Joined: 08th May, 2008 Topic: 28 Post: 1443 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 6:48am |
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 ye kia
ye kia abi thori der phely bilkul nazer nahi arah tha,,abi saf nazer araha hai,, |
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sadist2007 |
Group: Members Joined: 22nd May, 2008 Topic: 11 Post: 16 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 8:15am |
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Thank you Khayali Sb Apka bayhad shukriya Mohtaram Khayali ji!
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khayali |
Group: Members Joined: 08th May, 2008 Topic: 28 Post: 1443 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 8:24am |
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sadist2007 oh ho may nay reply nahi ki hai zeb bai nay ki hai ap zara ghor say dekho,,jo sugestion zeb bai nay di hai may 100% agree karta houn ,,,
waisy mujy shuru may kuch nazer hi nahi araha tha is wajy say help nahi kar saka,,,,,,,,,, |
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sadist2007 |
Group: Members Joined: 22nd May, 2008 Topic: 11 Post: 16 Age:
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| Posted on:23rd May 2008, 8:26am |
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Thank You Zeb Sb. Mein apka intehai mashkoor hoon,
INSHALLAH mein apki advice pe zurur zurur lazman ammal karoon ga, Thanks alot!
mein aaj Faisal Masjid mein Jumay ki Namaz parh ke aya hoon, Namaz waghaira parhta hoon ab aur aenda INSHALLAH 5 waqton ki parhi karoon ga.
JAZAK ALLAH!
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zeb |
Group: Members Joined: 18th Aug, 2007 Topic: 114 Post: 13610 Age:
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| Posted on:28th May 2008, 3:17am |
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sadist2007 u r always welcome my dear....
ye achi bat hai k tum ne 5 times namaz kerney ka ehed ker liya hai...aur baki jo main ne suggestions di hain un per bhi zaroor amal kerna...InshaAllah sub bohat jald thik ho jaye ga.... |
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